My life was turned upside down when I became pregnant with my 1 year old. In a good way, though. In the year before I got preggo my fiance and his son moved in with me and my 2 boys. It was a huge change. Not to mention the big V my SO scheduled a few weeks before I peed on the stick! I was so scared.... 35, not wanting any more babies, settling in to our new living arangements. The pregnancy was not so bad, but I was so scared of labor. And I knew what to expect! Once we got used to the idea, it was pretty much smooth sailing. Our son is the best thing that could have happened to our family. He brought us all closer together, especially the big boys. Still, I was scared. I didn't want to still be raising my babies in my 50s. I really thought I'd be done. Now I'm looking forward to it. Its so much more relaxing to have a baby now. I'm not scared of everything. I know a lot more than I did when my first 2 were born, from my own and others experiences. Its much easier.
at 10:00 PM on Jul. 20, 2008