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RAPE LOSS OF INNOCENCE RAPE DIDNT HAVE A CHOICE RAPE NOBODY HEARD MY VOICE RAPE MEMORY OF THE PAST RAPE HOPE IT CROSSES MY MIND RACES OUT OF MY MEMORY SO I DON'T HAVE TO REMBER THE PAST I WISHI WOULD STILL HAVE MY INNOSENCE I USED TO BE SO CLEAN NOW IM VIOLATEDUNCLEAN,DIRTY,SCUM AND THE GUILT IS SLOWLY KILLING ME EVEN THOUGH IT IS NOT MY FALTI FEEL AS THOUGH IT IS WHEN HE TOLD ME TO COME OVER I COULD HAVE RAN BUT I CAME AND HE ACCOMPLISHED HIS MISSION WHAT HE WAS SET OUT TO DOI WAS YOUNG AND HE WAS OLDER NOW IM TRAPED WHILE HE WALKS FREE I HATED EVERY MOMENT OF IT I CLOSED MY EYES AND IMANGEND I WAS INVISABLE LIKE I WAS NOT THERE THE THOUGHS THE MEMORY KEEPS REPLAYING WHEN I SLEEP LIKE SOME SICK TWISTED MOVIE RAPE DIDNT HAVE A CHOICE RAPE NO ONE HEARD MY VOICE :(
Just a background i was raped when i was 15 years old and i got pregnant i had a beautiful baby girl who i love with all of my heart and love every secound with her i have been in therapy ever sence to help me deal with it and my doctor said writeing and telling about it may help so i chose cafemom to do so i chose to be anon so no one would know who i was and thank every one who reads this i may write another but i dont know yet ok thats all have a great night every one
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