What kind of relation is this?

It started a year ago when my daughter had a very bad teacher for her first grade. She got a male teacher for her second grade. I did not like him at the beginning, even though everyone else thought he is hot. It started from the small things i.e. he did not allow me and only me (as I learned later) to bring cupcakes to my daughter's birthday party. He told he will come into her party at home, accepted invitation and never showed up. He never said hi, and kind of looked through me...He gave me the most difficult group of girls at the field trip. He is kind of strict and like when people submit to him.

The thing is that with the time I adjusted to his attitude and oh no... started even like it. I probably submissive person by nature. I try to show him a lot of respect and do exactly as he asks. Sometimes I purposely do not do right away what he ask in order he will 'punish' me. I know he likes it and he cares about me and my daughter in a very strange way. He cared to help with my science presentation at school, he never sends my daughter's clothes to lost and found if she forgets them, rather organizes it accurately.

The year is almost over, but he still cares to check whether we did running club miles, homework in time, he is really mean with some students and parents, but if i show him respect (i.e. say hi in a really nice voice, do not go to his classroom or do exactly what he says) he never mean to me...

It is kind of crazy, i am not in love, it is rather kind of addiction, aka adrenalin dependence or so. I want this year be over and not over at the same time...what is wrong with me?

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