I think of death often, a bit too often. I would have to say lately I think of suicide but it's not a serious thought. I've tried to talk to my husband but he doesn't care to listen. He blows me off like it's "just a phase", "you just want attention". And in a way I do just want attention, from him. All he does is tell me how wrong I am, or how lazy I am or how much weight I've gained since having our child.
I don't know what to do, or who to go to. I don't want the world to know about what I think on a daily bases. I don't want to let my family down, and I don't want to be pegged with another failure of mine. I don't want someone to feel they need to watch what they say to me because of my "condition" and I don't want people to feel sorry for me. I don't want the thoughts of "look how naive she is, she didn't finish college and all she does is dream". When I look at my son all these feelings go away, truely. He is perfect.
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