I'm so sorry you're upset. Maybe you're on a happiiness overload and need to be just a little bit more serious, I'm not making a joke. Do you have a feeling that something is not right that you just can't put a word too? Maybe you're getting a cold, virus, pregnant and just so wish it were or werent' true? A checkup no matter your age could just help you focus on clarity in yourself, your family. When I'd recently been searching and just looking hard to get time for myself in church but couldn't when I realized that was one thing putting me on age i finally found time to go to services that were convenient for ME. Don't feel guilty whatever your discomfort is about. Being a partner, a mom in or out of home is nonstop job, sometimes fate reminds us of ourselves in different ways that we've just got to find time to think of. Maybe set a timer and every half hour take a breath of easy on yourself. Blessings to you.
at 7:41 PM on Feb. 5, 2009