My husband and I have been TTC for over 2 years now, we haven't had any luck what so ever. I don't want to have to explain why or anything but my husband and I no longer have insurance and I have no way of finding out why I'm not getting pregnant or getting any help right now. Even though I know I can't get pregnant without insurance this is the hardest thing I've ever had to deal with. I don't know what to do. I feel so alone because it seems like no one understands how I feel. My husband and I do plan on getting insurance its just we really aren't sure when we can. I just wish it was easy to give the want of a baby up. I go to bed crying every night. I'm always thinking of reasons why I can get pregnant (weather its blocked tubes, or something I've done in the past the was wrong and maybe this is my punishment ) I just want to feel better and not be sad all the time. I feel like I will never have a child, I'm scared of never knowing that love or feeling that bond. I'm down to my last straw here and I think this is starting to effect my life more than it should. I'm worried I'm going to end up seriously depressed. I just wish I had someone to understand what I'm going though, I know my husband doesnt really get it because the only thing he ever really says is "itll be ok" , or "it will happen" that's not enough, I need more support than that. I just wish I knew what to do to take my mind off this a little. I've tried getting hobbies, and going back to school. I'm just having trouble focusing because I always have baby on my mind.
Thanks for reading this, and I beg of you to not post any comments that will bring me down more.
And for all the ladies TTC I wish you the best of luck and ill keep praying for you!
Asked by Anonymous at 11:40 AM on Oct. 8, 2012 in Trying to Conceive
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