She tells me its all ok, and when I try to help her I can not move. I yell but no sound comes out, I try to move to get the needle from her but I am paralyzed. Why do I keep reliving her death? I was not even there. Deep down, it seems to me....as if she wanted to go...like she didn't want me to help her=\ This dream is reoccurring and has been killing me emotionally. Any ideas?
Answer by girlwithC at 7:23 AM on Nov. 6, 2013
You are feeling guilt because you feel responsible in a way for her death. You saw what she was doing and did not stop her & make her get help. Maybe she would not have accepted the help but you are wishing you had tried. Now you can only help yourself. Remove yourself from that environment or drugs. Do not participate & better yourself.
Answer by Anonymous at 8:19 AM on Nov. 6, 2013
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Answer by kylie_bob at 9:30 AM on Nov. 6, 2013
I had a very good friend/room mate who died they same way. That was 15 yrs ago and he appears in my dreams all the time, It's a way your subconscious is trying to deal with the grief you will always feel to some degree. Just remember you are alive and just keep doing that.....live. Eventually you make room in your heart.
Answer by pinkparcel at 12:36 PM on Nov. 6, 2013
Answer by WarriorQueen at 1:37 PM on Nov. 6, 2013