This has been a very very difficult year for me. In feb i was at a concert and 3 girls jumped me. I defended myself and did damage and because i did damage even though i didnt start it, i got charges brought against me. I had to spend 800-900 dollars because of it. Then my fiance broke his wriat and needed surgery ao he was out of work for a while. I then got pregnant after trying for over 2 years. We were so happy. A couple weeks later, i had a miscarriage. I was out of work for tht too. After that, i lost my job. :( i found another job. I then found out i was pregnant again!! Only to find out soon after, yeah another miscarriage.:'( my daughter got chicken pox which meant we again had to miss work. Then.... i got chicken pox. Severe chicken pox. I am on 5 medications for it and i have cme very very close to taking more than i should.
Im so depressed. Were so broke. Ive done zero christmas shopping bc we dont have money n now ive been out of work for a week now .... now were even more broke. I feel like my fiance thinks i look disgusting even though he says otherwise. My nephew saw my faceand got a disgusted look on and said ew wow... my work wrote me up bc i ledt work last week because i had chicken pox but i was told to leave! I also learned that my boss was talking about firing me when i had miscarriage. I am usually the strong one always cup half full person but i can only take so much..i had all my pills in my hand with my water cryibf my eyea out and i just couldnt... i want to but i cant. I am that deep in though. Idk what to do.. :(
Idk what to do.
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