Alright, some backstory:
- I had my son at 19. He was, of course, unplanned. His dad wasn't exactly someone I would've been proud to bring home to my parents, but we tried to make it work.
- We broke up when my son was almost 2. If you're counting, I was not quite 21. When we broke up, I was working part time in retail. I knew there was no way I could care for my son on my own, so I did the brave thing and left he and his dad in the place we were renting. A lot of people judged me for this, saying I should've kicked his dad out and kept the place and my son, but I was not paying the rent (nor could I afford to) and I felt I wouldn't be able to provide for myself (let alone my son).
- Depression, among other mental illnesses, exist in EVERY part of my family. I hadn't suffered from any of it (aside from some PPD) at that point, but it was inevitable that it would happen eventually. Well, that's when it hit. I got a little... nutty after the break up, but I ended up in a TERRIBLE rebound relationship that just triggered every emotional problem a person can have. I won't go into details, but it was an extremely hard year that followed. My son's dad took away most of my rights and I was able to only spend time with him under the supervision of my parents - who basically didn't let me act like his mother at all, because they felt like I was too stupid.
- I ended up in court-mandated counselling so that I could fight for more than a few hours a week with my son. It improved my life VASTLY, along with going on anti-depressants/anti-anxiety medications (which I will always be on). I was able to gain every other weekend through a lawyer who basically half-assed her way through the court process.
- My mental problems held me back from holding down a good job - I would either work part time or barely full time for a very long time, but the counselling and the meds helped me to get better at working, and I was able to work about 38 hours a week (still in retail) like a normal person.
- I got out of the shitty abusive relationship I was in and I met a really amazing guy (who treats me as I should be treated) and we're getting married next year. This year I FINALLY got out of retail and am making $30,000 as a receptionist - it can only go up from here.
- Meanwhile, his dad has gone through THREE relationships with people who have kids - lets our son get attached to the children and then breaks up with them, and Aden never sees his new friends again. He's also started smoking IN THE HOUSE in the last couple of years and my son has a permanent smoker's cough at 5 years old. He lived with his last girlfriend and her two kids - my son had to share a bed with her son. In the year or so that they lived there he MOVED OUT and back in about three times. He now lives with his mother and isn't home most of the time, leaving her to take care of him. We have a "right of first refusal" order in place - meaning if he needs a babysitter he legally has to ask me to take him first, and then if I can't he finds a babysitter. But this never happens. His dad is also not working (hasn't been since the summer) and does not intend on finding a new job. He is 32.
So our intent is to fight for custody after we get married. We think it will help our case if we are in a stable relationship (vs his dad who introduces our son to new women ALL the time). We also intend on buying a house in 2014 or 2015. I am mentally stable, 100% - that problem no longer affects my life, aside from the odd day where I just feel unexplainably down, but that's easy enough to cope with. Basically I have improved EVERY aspect of my life, while his dad thinks he is above making mistakes and is going backwards. His only arguement against us having my son is that I'm crazy. Well, I've proven that wrong... so it's going to take a lot more than that to fight us in court. I've also been taking notes, and saving texts and emails for more than a year now, proving why he's incapable of caring for my son.
But aside from him being a jerk, my parents haven't changed their point of view either. They usually ACT like they do, but it's very obvious that their support lies elsewhere. For a long time they wouldn't even allow me to parent him if they were around. We'd go on family trips (my son and I would go wtih my fiance) and they wouldn't trust that I had packed enough for my son and they would pack their own seperate bag for him too - just as an example of what I mean. I don't know why they're like that - I've CLEARLY proven that I have changed, and my fiance can attest to that. I get the majority of my mental ailments from my dad, yet it's my stepmom that doesn't think I can raise my son. My dad of ALL people should know how this is. He didn't get to see my sisters and I for awhile after he divorced my mom - but we ended up living with him as teenagers anyway, and he's been a better parent than my mom probably ever was.
So it feels like the ONLY support I'll have when we get a lawyer next year will be that of my future husband. Which obviously is the most important, but I'd really love the support of my family too! They KNOW how stupid his dad is - they know he smokes, they know how disgusting his mother's house is, and they know how they treat my son - yet they can't bring themselves to be supportive about us trying to improve his life. I don't want to take my son from his dad 100% - but I KNOW that we can provide a better life. All I want is to switch the current situation. I want him most of the time, and he can have him on weekends. I want to give him healthy meals and healthy air to breathe, and I want to put him in extracurricular activities and support his interests. I want him to always have his own room and his own space and his own things. HIs dad doesn't/can't provide any of that for him, and I just want what's best for him! I KNOW custody battles can be hard on kids - I've been that kid... but would that really be worse than what he's living in now? I really don't think so.
Sorry this is so long, but I'm pretty sure it needed a lot of backstory. I'm just not sure if I'm taking my parents' lack of support too hard, or what? My fiance HATES that they act like this.... they've been on the wrong end of more than one custody battle, so they should understand, shouldn't they? It's almost like they think I'm a ticking time bomb, and I could revert back to that TEMPORARY time of my life at any moment. Do I have to prove them wrong before they'll support me? Shouldn't parents support their children through these tough situations?? Wouldn't YOU support your children?Answer Question
Asked by Anonymous at 1:53 PM on Dec. 18, 2013 in Relationships
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Answer by missanc at 2:16 PM on Dec. 18, 2013
Only thing you need to do is prove to the court you have changed for the better. And your ex/father of your child. Is not the right person to take care of the child. Everything else is not important. Once you get custody. who you want in your life is your choice.
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