I'm am drained. Emotionally, physically, and mentally.
No friends. No family. No boyfriend, so I can't just go out and get a break. Not to mention, money is kind of tight right now.
I have a two year old son. I must say, he wears me out! He does not listen to me. I have to spank him, or get up and scare him. He whines all day! He can't sit still and watch tv for 30 minutes. He has to be up running around, being destructive. I got him a bunch of new toys for Christmas , he's not playing with them. He rather play with everything else. He tells me no, he crys a lot. He's so hard to handle. I can't even just relax with him and read him a book he won't let me without taking the book and hitting me with it! I have 4 siblings, and they can't even watch him for an hour without tells me to get him.
he purposely does bad stuff. He totally knows better but chooses not to make the right choice ! My job gets rather stressful. I'm a waitress at a club, and sometimes I do good, sometimes I don't! It's also hard seeing waitresses making 400-500 a night, and I'll I make is about 130-230$ a night considering how badly I can use that money for my son and I!
I haven't slept good! I been getting about 5-6 hours every night for the past 2 weeks. All I do I toss and turn, and think. I've been getting sick a lot. I got over a stomach virus, then I'll get a cold, or a sore throat. I get constant headaches.
I'm just depressed .
I'm sad. I was driving home last night , and I just started crying. I cry all the time. I feel stuck! I feel alone. I feel scared! I don't know what to do anymore.
I'm sorry for complaining . I know people have it worse maybe. But I really feel like sometimes I'm going to go crazy! I thought about dropping my son off at his dads for a while, and just running away!!!! Is that selfish of me?!
Asked by Anonymous at 3:37 PM on Dec. 26, 2013 in General Parenting
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