Yes. We've had our share of problems in our six years, had I been more financially secure after our twins were born I don't think I'd still be here. We've gone rounds about this, and the truth is we're just not compatible. I think we'd be good friends(even if we didn't have kids together) but lovers/companions we are not. I've grown to "tolerate" him and stand up for myself more, and eventually, unless certain things about him change(which he knows already and I won't post here) I don't see us together 5 years from now(or even 3). It took me six years to get into this relationship, will take a while to get out. I always hear "just leave him"...hello, I'm broke and just got a job last year. I'm not bad mouthing him here, won't do that. I'm beyond the anger and disappointment, we just basically co-exist with one another. Would be nice to work stuff out, but it is what it is.
So definitely, yes, I can see myself without him
at 1:11 PM on Mar. 31, 2009