I was raped as a child for years (5-13 yrs old) and now that I am an adult I often fantasize (I guess you'd call it that... it's what I think about while masturbating) about either being raped again by my husband or actually raping someone myself. The weird thing is... when I am doing the raping.. I am both the aggressor and the victim. I will bounce back and forth in my mind between the 2 people. It weirds me out that I think of this.
I haven't told anyone about this before, not my DH, my therapist, no one. I am ashamed of it, but can't stop.
Asked by Anonymous at 12:30 PM on May. 5, 2009 in Health
Answer by RhiannonHunt at 12:35 PM on May. 5, 2009
Answer by gr-mom2 at 1:06 PM on May. 5, 2009