The other night around 4am my LO got up (for the 3rd time) and I said, "I'm so sick of this!" My husband grabbed me and held me down and wouldn't let me get up. I was a rape victim 4 years ago and was drugged. I was aware of everything that happened to me but had no control of my body. The other night, I panicked and started punching him, HARD. He didn't hit me back but he grabbed my throat just below my chin. He wasn't choking me, but it totally freaked me out. I understand it was wrong of me to punch him, but it brought me back to the day I was raped and only this time I could fight back and did. This is the first time that my SO and I have EVER been physical. I'm very confused about what I should do. We talked about everything and he apologized but now I've been having horrible nightmares the last two nights about when I was raped but in the dream the man is my SO and I'm afraid to tell him.Answer Question
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