Today, I have come to the very startling realization that I am deeply, deeply depressed. I had the typical teen depression that most go through, I went through the "suicidal" phase. I cut myself, not for attention, but for an emotional release.
I have come upon that point again, only it's much worse. I'm terrified of these emotions, and it just feels like my DH doesn't even understand them fully.
I didn't have the most horrible childhood in the world. It was filled with verbal and physical abuse, and yet, I was surrounded by love. It's jaded me terribly. I have a warped view on everything.
Combined with what I've gone through with my MIL/FIL/BIL, all of them hurting me very deeply, something that happened almost a year ago until recently. Realizing my friends have all gone separate ways, and I have no one. I've desperately clung to them, reached my hand out for help, silently pleading for just an open ear to hear me -
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