cont.... Now, dh is doing wonderfully. However, I changed during this whole thing. I am a very defensive person now & irritable, even with my children. You need to get counseling as you go through this. Don't try to do it on your own because you will lose yourself in the process, possibly slowing down his recovery process. Get close to God & love your dh. Again, you have a very hard road ahead of you but the two of you can come out of this better people. Everything I have said is IF your husband chooses to fight the battle. If he is still in denial, then there is nothing you can do. Your choices are stay or go. Big Hugs!
Father God, please be with this family as they fight this difficult battle. Give them your peace & understaning while the confusion & heavy emotions surround their every thought. Close all windows & leave only the path that leads to YOU & may they walk that path together with love. In Jesus name...Amen!
at 7:30 AM on Sep. 24, 2009