I had emergency surgery cause of my appendix in April and actually died on the table. I stayed in ICU for a while. I am completly recovered now, but I fell into a depression that seems to come and go. When I went in, I was so scared of dying, although I am a christian and believe that I would go to heaven. I just wasn't ready to go. It scared me to leave everyone. After I finally got home, things felt so different. I started asking God why he didn't take me. Now, I am happy to be alive. I struggle constanly though with this depression. One day, I am so happy that I can't stop smiling and the next, I just want to sleep and hold back my tears. I don't want to take any meds. I'm just curious if anyone else has had a simlar experience and if so, how did you get pass it? I want to be happy everyday, not just some days.
Asked by Anonymous at 3:43 AM on Oct. 15, 2009 in Health
Answer by cynthiaesquivel at 4:06 AM on Oct. 15, 2009
Answer by Anonymous at 4:15 AM on Oct. 15, 2009