outstandingLove: I am soo sorry for your loss, and every year its gona suck more so because you found her, but look at it as your way of being able to say your goodbyes in spirit, know what I mean.
I'm having a hell of a year, but nothing new with that! Lol. I'm used to dealing with so much bad stuff, that I don't think I'd know how to deal with a normal year(normal to me is when you don't have to deal with any added bs or stress(kids, hubby/so, or job related stress, oh and fam issues, I consider part of normal stress, and don't go through anything grevious or negatively life altering!), I'm not a drama queen, but I deal with alot of drama related issues(from death to ending an abusive reltionship, and now dealing with the kids mixed emotions about it(when they come up). I am greatful though because despite going through what I have I never relied on drugs or alcohol to escape or to cope, so I'm blessed on that aspect!
at 1:34 AM on Dec. 15, 2009