my previous rape experienceS. the first was with my child's dad- he raped me over and over again. i didnt want to leave cuz i loved him.
the second was with my next boyfriend after child's dad.. i let him out, he unlocked the backdoor without my knowledge (i NEVER unlock it), snuck in and raped me.
the first was 5 years ago. the second was 3 years ago, and nights like this-- it gets to me. its liek i cant escape from it. i'm going to a therapist next week, but i feel thats so far away. i just want to get better now.
sorry- i just had to vent without people knowing its me. i still cant really face the fact that this was done to me, and not someone else. its still surreal to me. its like i allowed it to happen once, and then again with another guy?! WTH is wrong with me?
Asked by Anonymous at 2:40 AM on Apr. 8, 2010 in Relationships
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