I had problems with deviant sexual behavior. Why? Because I've had a super-screwed up life. I was molested as a child, had a drug abuser as a mom, a drunk for a dad, had to pretty much raise myself, take care of my mom and brothers, etc. I was forced to grow up way too fast. I had an abortion at 18 that I still haven't fully come to terms with, and many times... I simply just hate myself. I have always had depression problems, and that leads to self-destructive behaviors. You can get help, though. Counseling and dialectical behavioral therapy really works.
at 9:29 AM on May. 12, 2010