I am engaged.. but not to my son's father.. the man I am going to marry is amazing.. he is a great provider.. stepfather.. friend.. and lover.. he is everything I could have ever wanted or needed.. But.. sometimes I still think about my son's father.. I dream about being with him and living my life with him.. why am I doing this to my self? Am I still in love with him.. I dont think I am.. I know I am in love with my fiance so why do I still have these feelings?
Answer by Cmyfantasyworld at 1:51 AM on Jun. 28, 2008