I am the embodiment of and a part of the goddess energy. And I'm not really difficult, to paraphrase the Sally character from "When Harry met Sally". I just want things the way I want them. I am the goddess. I am the Power. I am the magick.
Many many things, from varying viewpoints such as bilogy and Chemistry, to personal reasons. Not sure what you're going for here as the question is much too broad. I can easily tell you what makes me ticked though. LOL