Heres a little about me, I didn't havea great childhood, and when I hit about 25 it seemed to hit me like a ton of bricks, I became angry and hurt and full of questions of why this had to happen. I was diagnosed with PTSD, yes what most VETS get. One day my therapist explained it great to me, he told me PTSD is a grieving process your upset about what happened, upset about the future you cant have, upset about the memories your stuck with. Being told this made it so much easier to start to heal from it.
I think you need therapy cause things like this you cant just get over, you need to talk about them and give yourself some time to even focus on these hurtful things, write about it and ask those questions and then later you might be able to give yourself answers like I was able too.
Good luck, and don't beat yourself up over this its totally normal to get stuck, its what we do when we get stuck that matters.
at 6:06 AM on Aug. 13, 2010