My family leans on me for so many things....I was always the strong one. the one that got things done, wasn't scared to argue for my point. It's so hard for me now knowing that sometimes I can't even pick up my infant, I have to ask others for help and usually when asked 'are you ok?' it's followed by a slue of ailments that are bothering me at the moment. I get so tired of telling people that I love that I can't or my head hurts or I need a nap or just plain sick because I did to much. It is very hard everyday and until you pointed it out I didn't realize how much I needed to know that there are other people like me.
at 4:40 PM on Aug. 20, 2010