Sounds like something in him died also. I'm sure the mood is being felt, hard in the surroundings not to - your words are strong in your question, I 'm sure your actions must be conveying your uncertainties as well. You only live once, do it happily. Keeping unity the family together is best intentions but only that if your heart really won't get back into it. Be done, move on, start a friendship with the daddy and keep the love with your lover. Sorry just don't want the child to grow up in an unstable, unloving in appearance relationship.
at 7:26 PM on Oct. 16, 2008