I know I am going to sound like a horrible person. My first son was a surprise. We were stoked. I did EVERYTHING I could to be the example of healthy and had the most positive experience ever. Even the little bit of anxiety I had before seemed to dissapear while I was pregnant.
I LOVE being a Mom. I feel it is my calling. We want more children and after trying for a couple months, we are pregnant. This is totally different. I feel so down lately and after looking inside myself, I think these might be the reasons why.
1. I knew for sure I would be the best Mother ever until I had my son. Now I question myself at times. I wonder if I am doing right by him. Some days I KNOW I am just not living up to my own expectations.
2. He is just at an age where he is such a joy to be around. We are so close (he is 2) and now that he is past the infant stage, I have a life again! We go out to lunch, I can bring him anywhere...CONTD
Answer by doulala at 1:43 AM on Oct. 4, 2010
Answer by doulala at 1:44 AM on Oct. 4, 2010
Answer by misssababe1128 at 8:55 AM on Oct. 4, 2010
Answer by DeegansMomma08 at 12:39 PM on Oct. 4, 2010