I find myself feeling that way because of the hand I was dealt in life. I had neglectful parents and I missed out on a lot of opportunities growing up and it's left me feeling worthless. I was ony able to get a 6th grade education, but I did get my GED when I was 19, however, it doesn't help that I have many gaps in my education. I've had people judge me as if I haven't tried to better my circumstances, but a person can't judge unless they've gone through what you've been through. I used to feel sorry for myself that I never had the chance to learn how to drive, learn computer skills, and other things that many people are fortunate to experience, but there comes a point in life when you have to pick yourself up and dust yourself off.
I know that things will get better for you, just believe in yourself and be the best person you can be to your family and in life. I still stuggle with this, but I know it'll get better soon.
at 8:29 AM on Oct. 15, 2010