A part of me does see that going back and changing my life would be beneficial. Not only to my career, but to my whole being. I think that I could've done a lot better if I'd just have allowed myself that chance. However, then I remind myself I would have my kids, my husband, my friends, and lifestyle I do now. Changing the past changes the future .. and to me it wouldn't be worth it. I don't like where I came from as a person (My family was/is awesome, it was me that was the issue), but I like where I am now.
at 9:51 AM on Oct. 15, 2010