I am holding on by a thread. And last night I had a dream and I looked it up in the dream dictionary and it said that my dream is my sub conscience brain trying to tell me that I am in a situation where I feel like I am being controlled or abused and to get away from it as soon as possible.
Its been 2 weeks on this Wednesday since I have been on normal terms with DH. We got into a big fight. And since then and what he said I don't feel the same. We haven't been happy for so long. And things have happened. And now all I can think about is packing up our kids and filing for divorce.
Its so hard to keep strong. But I know this is what is best for all involved including the kids. I mean he said the other day to his mom "I will sign over my rights to my kids to you right now!" And he said he didn't love me anymore.
I don't want to be here. I'm broke, jobless, and feel like I am digging my way out of a 100ft ditch.
Answer by ShouldHaveLeft at 6:00 PM on Nov. 7, 2010
Answer by ohwrite at 6:12 PM on Nov. 7, 2010
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Answer by paige8608 at 6:43 PM on Nov. 7, 2010