I don't know how to word this. I noticed lately that I think more seriously about my boyfriend, like one day its possible that we could get married. To be honest I havent even kissed him yet.
I think both of us are kind of shy, my problem is, I really like him, a LOT. He is the "perfect" guy for me. No he isnt perfect, but he is for me. I am falling in love with him.
My problem, I have been in relationships before and something went down hill right before the holidays. I am taking it slow with him because I dont want to ruin anything. I broke it off with the other guys.
I want to keep him. He is willing to do anything for me and I'm willing to do the same for him.
I am so full of mixed emotions though. I'm scared of my son starting to love him and me falling even more in love with him and then something happening. I'm confused because things like sex, scare me. I was pushed into it with my first real relationship. Ever since, the idea of sex scares me.
I dont know how to word what I'm thinking. I am just lost.
Anyone been in a place like this? I have this thing of not wanting a guy to spend money on me for christmas when I dont know if it will last. I feel myself pulling away right now. But I dont even think of breaking up with him. I just told him what was going on and that I might pull away. he said he would be here for me no matter what. That made me so happy!
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