well more like PP depression since my girls are over a month old now.
I love my girls (twins) and dont regret them! but I cant help always feeling depressed.
I miss the days when I could just run out the door when a friend called to meet her out for drinks, being able to go the the gym 6 days a week, going on lots of dates with my husband and having sex whenever the hell we please (now its planned when the babies are napping and usually we are to tired anyway) going out and closing down bars at 3am... hell, I cant even stop at a gas station to run in for some coffee with two babies.
I feel so awful for feeling this way, but I feel like a slave cooped up in this house... im 23 and 98% of my friends dont have kids so our relationships have changed. I even feel resentment towards my husband whos life hasent changed all that much. Hes a ranger so going out to shooting ranges, working out, and being gone is his job! I feel like a piece of me has died and sometimes I sit in front of my computer and stare at old pictures of myself and wonder if I will ever be that happy again... with my body and my life.
whats wrong w me?
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