Merry fucking Christmas to me.
It:s 12:48am at the moment. Finally officially Christmas.
With that being said, about 5 minutes ago we chose to definitely separate. Not sure when we're going to file the papers, but we're going to try and remain somewhat civil for our kid.
The last few months we've fought terribly. It's been physical a few times. But, I notice that it's happening more and more in front of our daughter, and I just can't let that happen any more.
I'm not sure what to feel. Yes, I am sad but a part of me feels relieved almost. Finally I can stop trying to succeed at something that's failing. Finally I can do things MY way and not have to really answer to anyone else. And finally, things that are important to me are important...
Every little thing that I want to do, is just not important to him. Holidays, my hobbies, my school, my interests, nothing.
We've been married for 1 1/2 years, and he can't tell me my favorite color or ice cream flavor. He can't tell me my favorite movie, or really any shred of who I am. He never knew me.
I am sad... My heart is heavy and I am trying to grasp the idea of being alone. It hurts really fucking bad right now. But there is a part of me that just knows this is the right decision.
Asked by Anonymous at 5:54 AM on Dec. 25, 2010 in Relationships
It will get better, just enjoy the time with your daughter.
Answer by RyansMom001 at 6:04 AM on Dec. 25, 2010
Answer by lambdarose at 6:05 AM on Dec. 25, 2010
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Answer by ChanellesMommy at 7:08 AM on Dec. 25, 2010
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Answer by LiLJeni at 7:10 PM on Dec. 25, 2010