I am the proud mother to my beautiful 3yr old girl. She is amazing..she is the reason for me truly being here. I have no family other than my mom and sister and sometimes that relationship is rocky. They do live about 4000 miles away so that's a great distance. Since finding out I was pregnant I contemplated abortion everyday and at 8 weeks its still in my mind but I know I will not go through with it. Both my babies father is the man I feel in love with and still love after several yrs. I've been with him since I was 16 and will be turing 26 real soon. This man has hurt me in so many ways. After being seperated for several months we starting seeing each other and almost a year later I am pregnant with his baby again. He told me he loved me wanted us to be happy together and wants me to keep the baby and get a home together and now I have been suspicious because he doesn't come around anymore doesn't call me anymore as much . I asked him several times what's going on and finally yoday he said that he is not going to sit around waiting for me when he can be with someone else. He is talking to someone and he basically told me he won't stop a relationship from becoming serious with anyone. I am so hurt beyond belief. I left my family to raise my daughter with him. My whole family despises him and I'm just scared of the humilation of the ' I told you so'' I know if he gets serious with anyone. I will be completely alone. I fear ill be in labor home with my daughter and I'd have to drive myself. I'm afraid of being alone with two kids. I hate it and I'm fearful of my familys reaction. I feel like a complete failute. I have somewhat of a career, attending graduate school but the two kids unwed witjout a lovinmg man is so hurtful and shameful.I know moms around the world deal with this and make it out good but for me it feels like the end of the world. I have no friends no one I can depend on or call or jus be there for me. I'm in a state alone for him and I'm just left being unmhappy day after day.
I know this isn't a question. but know some of you can provide insightful advice tjat can make me feel better.
This is not a troll or spam and I'm truly in a bad place and just would appreciate advice and comfort.
I hate that my daughter sees me cry everyday and I don't want to be so unhappy around her.
Asked by Anonymous at 9:42 PM on Dec. 25, 2010 in Relationships
Answer by Kword at 10:06 PM on Dec. 25, 2010
Answer by Kword at 10:11 PM on Dec. 25, 2010
Answer by fiatpax at 10:20 PM on Dec. 25, 2010
Answer by soyousay at 10:32 PM on Dec. 25, 2010
Answer by LadybugTash at 1:03 AM on Dec. 26, 2010
Answer by nqmochafrappe at 3:09 AM on Dec. 26, 2010
Answer by Kellyjude1 at 11:33 AM on Dec. 26, 2010
Answer by Raine2001 at 4:30 PM on Dec. 26, 2010
Next question overall
does anyone have a cute name for a little girl? and a boy?