At the beginning of November I was told I had HPV. Beginning of December I was told I had level 2 pre-cancerous cells in my body. I'm having a LEEP done this Friday. I'm having them check my lymph notes to see if the pre-cancerous cells have spread. I'm telling my husband all the stuff my doctor told me about how it can spread and be undetected and turn into cancer. (he's deployed so he's not here to deal with it with me) I told him If i did get cancer I wont do treatments since cervical cancer is hard to cure.
He doesn't want me talking about this and wish I never told him. I feel like I need to talk about it and let him know the possibilities. I said pre-cancerous isn't a good thing but its not bad either. We discovered it early so thats very good.
No one will talk to me about this. None of my in laws becuase my FIL just died almost a year ago from cancer. No one in my family cares thinks its not a big deal or I'm making it up. I never share my feelings with my family (besides hubby) but when I finally do everyone wants me to shut my mouth because they dont want to hear the word cancer. I feel if it does happen (not afraid, slim chance) I'll be alone and my family will just p and leave me so they dont have to deal with it again.
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