I have been in a loveless marriage for so long it's almost normal. However, I do miss the warmth and intimacy and companionship of another adult. I used to have a high libido before him . Now I've trained myself into not wanting it so much. Still I'm horny all the time and though I have a few sex toys, it doesn't really take the place of a human being.
I'm this close to having an affair (something DH has been doing from Day one). Divorce is not an option cos I will lose custody of my kids (that's just the way it works in Nigeria). I feel bad about having to cheat but at this point the loneliness is way more prominent than my morality.
Answer by Chloesmom1126 at 5:10 PM on Feb. 10, 2011
Answer by mistynights234 at 7:31 AM on Feb. 10, 2011