Its me again - I'm kinda lost here and I don't know what to do. As I've mentioned in the past, I'm not motivated, have no hobbies (I have some, but bored with them), no goals or missions, causes that I care about. I feel like I'm just a breadwinner for the kids, and one of them doesn't even appreaciate that. I feel like an empty shell - I wanted a bf, got one, and not sure if I want him now lol. I miss him when I'm not with him, but when I'm with him it doesn't feel right and I don't want to be around him. I know I'm looking for a fairy tale that doesn't exist - for everything in my life, and I don't know how to appreciate what I do have. I want something to focus on, to help give me meaning, but I don't know what that would be. Any suggestions?
(Sometimes I wish they would just lock me away, then I would have a legamit reason for doing nothing because Iwouldnt' be allowed LOL)
Man I sound like such a downer all the time on here - I'm very entertaining in "real life" but I have no true friends outside of work (once 5 comes around, I usually don't talk to them again until the next day type friends - they are married and ahve their own friends.)
Answer by spottedpony at 3:42 PM on Feb. 12, 2011
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