near Pittston PA. I have a crippling fear of doctors and hospitals (so much so that I literally become paralyzed). I suspect I am pregnant and if that is the case I believe it would be in my child's and my own best interest to have a home birth. However this will be my first baby. (I do have a step son) So I do not think it wise to do it completely alone, but I need someone who will just sit back and let me do my own thing unless they see something life threatening or dangerous going on. Does anyone know of or have experience with a midwife like this in that area?