I understand where you are coming from. Six years ago, I was where you are at now. I tried to remember what I enjoyed doing before the kids came along. I started trying to find out whether I enjoyed those same things. I have revised my list of things that I enjoyed doing. Last year, I went back to school, until I found out that the college was not accredited. I immediately quit. I as quite bummed. The last six months have been difficult for me. I have had a hard time getting out of bed. Recently, things have been getting better. I try to exercise Monday - Friday. Exercise has been helping me. The one thing that I really want to do is get back to taking classes at one of our local accredited colleges. I have found that as my self-esteem grows, so to, does my motivation to complete tasks that I have set for myself. I hope this helps you.
at 2:01 PM on Feb. 28, 2011