I am angry that i didnt get to have a pleasurable pregnancy I went to my appointents alone, picked names out alone, threatning phone calls and so much more I love my children to death but I dont understand why I am holding on to this resentment ?
Asked by Anonymous at 12:18 AM on Mar. 1, 2011 in Relationships
Answer by Razelda at 12:21 AM on Mar. 1, 2011
Answer by kayaiden8907 at 12:27 AM on Mar. 1, 2011
I SOOOO feel your pain. I remember sitting in the OB's waiting room pregnant and all by myself watching all the happy mommies and daddies. It was so hard. My child's father split when I told him I was pregnant so I have done the WHOLE thing by myself. I HOLD TONS AND TONS of resentment. I often lash out at him in a ridiculous text message or e-mail because I resent him so much. He never responds, then I always feel like a complete idiot. I think mean thoughts about him and hope for bad things to happen to him. I carry so much anger around because of it and I don't know how to let go of it. I would not trade my daughter for the world. She is the best thing that has ever happened to me and nobody knows love until they have a child but I question ALL the time how he can't just keep on living life knowing he has a beautiful amazing daughter just across town that he never sees and has never paid a dime of support to. So Sorry!
Answer by AshellG27 at 12:46 AM on Mar. 1, 2011
Answer by Anonymous at 12:32 AM on Mar. 1, 2011
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Answer by LeJane at 8:40 AM on Mar. 1, 2011