As hard as I fought for my life! I hoped for a reward. I hope for the reward to be living! But each and every day is a new challenge and brutal side effect! Those 3 Chemos were horrible and the radiation may never leave me like I was. I hope to one day regain my straight and be able to use my hands, feet, knees and trust my body. I hoped for a Pink Diamond. I went to a couple jewelry stores. I know we have no money. But every store discouraged me for being able to get a pink Diamond and get a pink sapphire! Yes they're beautiful but a pink diamond is Rare. And what I went through I deserve something! I hope I don't sound selfish. But I have no quality of life and I can't do much of anything. Like just clean a cat box or mop my floor. Do things with my hands without my just dropping whatever is in my hand & poof it shatters like I feel! I think everyone deserves some Reward! I hope you get Yours! You're Deserving!
at 9:54 AM on Mar. 1, 2011