then say 'I didn't marry your mom, I don't want to be married to your mom'. Then look at you like 'what did I do wrong?' And think it's not gonna hurt? He says that because he's so unhappy at work that he feels animosity towards me at home. Because I don't work and I'm not in school. I'm trying to get into school. But I can't get into the program we want me to get into. And he doesn't want me to go for a fast one so that I CAN work. Says I may as well work at Wal-mart. I do something he's said for a long time I should/need to do, then gets upset with me for finally doing, now I feel like a total dirtbag, and he doesn't understand why. I've told him exactly why, so he understands, but I don't think he gets it. If he does, then he must just not care. He's said he's sorry, he's an asshole. But not that he didn't mean it. Now, I have that cold feeling inside, and my chest hurts. I cry off and on. And he hates that, too. He says he's not allowed to be made in our relationship, but I'm not either. I'm not allowed to be sad or upset either.
Things are normally good between us. We were doing great. Now, not so much. Now, what the world I though we had, doesn't seem to be. And I feel alone. He's supposed to be my best friend, but it feels like he's sick of me, as everyone gets sooner or later. IDK why I ever bother trying getting to know anyone.
LOL, this would have been a journal, except those can't be anon.
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