when i was 15 i met my friend troy, yes he was older than me. we met on Fourth of July at a beach. we played volleyball, he sat with me and watched fireworks until his buddy called him and said they have a boat that they can watch. I couldn't go on it though. but before he left we exchanged cell numbers, and i thought he would never call me. well i went to bed and i woke up with 10 text messages and 3 missed calls. I called him back and we became really close, i could tell him anything and he always listened to me and gave me advice.
One day he called me up and i could tell something was wrong, he said i have tickets to go to a band for ur birthday. I said ok. Then 3 days on Mach 20 he called me up and said calling to say Happy early birthday. I knew some thing was up. next thing i knew i heard a shot, i called his name, his twin brother Trey came to the phone and said sry got to call an ambulance, at this point i was scared. He called me back and said troy is gone.
Well any way he killed himself while i was on the phone with him.
I miss him so much that there a days that i regret, like not going to his funeral and not saying good bye to him. I didn't want to deal with the pain of it no more i stopped talking to his brother and family. and now i wish i didn't i miss him more than ever.
Is there any way of coping with this it has been since i was 16, and now i am 22, and seems like i miss him more now than i did back then. I have been talking about him, looking at pics where we met.
Answer by UpSheRises at 2:30 PM on Apr. 1, 2011
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Answer by Anonymous at 3:08 PM on Apr. 1, 2011