Have you ever felt like you just don't belong anywhere and no matter what you do it isn't good enough for anyone? Have you ever felt like the world would be a better place without you?(I'm not suicidal or anything) Do you ever feel like the medicines you are taking aren't doing any good? If so what have you done about it?
I get out every day and take a walk and also read my bible every day; just not sure why I'm feeling like this or what to do anymore. I have no family and my husband just doesn't understand why I am feeling this way. And our financial situation doesn't help any either he tells me not to worry about it but can I not when it will impact our entire family if we don't get some relief soon and get our mortgage payment lowered we may not have a place to live.
We have no place to go no one to turn to and I am scared and worried that we are going to end up in the streets. This on top of everything else I don't need this stress or having to worry about this now. I just don't know what to do.
I have been praying every day that the Lord would give us a break somehow and help things start going better for us but it seems as if they are not being heard. I just don't know what to do anymore am about ready to throw in the towel and call it quits for I just can't handle this stress anymore.
Seems like everyone else is getting richer and we can't even make ends meet. We have tried everything and no one is willing to help us. This on top of all the tests I am having to go through it is really wearing on me to the breaking point.
I can't afford the doctor bills anymore either so I won't know what the final prognosis is with my heart. Am in tears and when my boys ask me what is wrong I don't want to tell them what is going on so don't know what to say. I just wish that something would go right for us once in awhile and we would get some relief from all this stress. No bashing please and if you can't say something nice then just move on. Thank you.
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