I was told because of the abuse my son has seen it will scar him.... as soon as I came home he jumps on me. He won't sleep unless he is on me. I feel horrible, I feel like I messed him up for life. He is almost 2 and has witnessed his dad hitting/choking me. I got the protection order today and am going to my grandmothers so his father can't find us. I can't stop crying and I feel so horrible. I'm scared he is going to turn out like his father..... please, I just need someone to talk to.... I know it sounds so stupid but I still love his dad, but he manipulates me in so many ways and I just can't do it anymore.I've been having anxiety attacks all day I'm so sorry to vent it's just my ex isolated me from all my fiends.... and btw I'm not in love with him I just love him if (if that makes sense) we were together 3 years
Answer by elizabr at 8:23 AM on Apr. 6, 2011
Get friends, family and a great support system. Make sure he can't locate you and get in church, support group, counseling it will help.
Answer by sweetangie79 at 4:06 AM on Apr. 6, 2011
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Answer by JenzAmomOf2 at 8:23 AM on Apr. 6, 2011
Hang in there! You are a good mom. Peace out......
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Answer by older at 8:30 AM on Apr. 6, 2011