I'm going to try and exsplain this short and sweet, so bare with me please.
When I become stressed I do one of two things. I either eat my feelings or I start habbits. I've been working on the eatting but now when I'm stressed the habbits are getting worse.
Before I had DD it was really bad. I couldn't eat skittles or m&m's becasue I had to sort them by color, size and the according to the color wheel. I never thought it was a big deal until people caught me at work and I became known as "color code" There are other things too. Like how my groceries go on the convyer belt, how certain things in my house have to put on a table acertain way, and how the clothes in my closet have to all go in order by size and colr, then they have to be hanging to the right. Nothing that is destroying my life really but stuff I don't want DD to pick up.
The worest one is probably the writting. When I get really upset at myself. I write words or phrases that describe how I feel at the moment. Like today, I have a few things that are really stressing me out and I'm starting to feel over whelmed. So I sat down and started writting because I felt I needed to.By the end of it I wrote 6 pages front to back and scribbled all over them. They said things like lazy, POS,bitch, I hate you, Your worthless, no one care, take you out with the garbage because your trash.
I hate doing by I feel the need sometimes like I just have too.
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