Hello, My 13 month old son has been acting strange lately. He will throw these fits she will scream throw himself on the floor and shreak. Its out of know where too. I first though it was just an age thing but he will be calm and then all of a suden throw a fit.
I am chemically embalanced and so is his biofather. His biofather is very violent to the extream. MY biofather was Schzophrenic. So unfortunatly alot of this comes into my mind and is something I have to look out for.
For those who dont know what a chemical embalance can be,Ill explain mine. Ive gotten into DEEP depressions,thought of suicide,had violent episodes,when I was 15 I went through a phase of clawing up my arms hen having a violent episode while throwing and breaking things. I even got to a point where I had hoplessness,felt like a loser and all I could hear in my mind was loser. I had gone to a doctor when I was 19 and got on a great medication. I no longer feel that way and im getting an education and getting married soon. People with chemical embalances can live normal lives but it can be a living hell and a challenge sometimes. For me I had started late on things. I had my son when I was 18 and I had postpardom depression on top of all that.
Im just worried about my son,I wouldnt wish this on anyone its a nightmare you want to be someone else and wonder if you wernt you who would you be? what would your life be like? ect.
Im planning on taking him the doctor soon,my mom and fiance both suggested I do. I was just wondering if there were others on here who experinced this or anything.
thank you for your time,
Answer by judimary at 5:55 AM on Apr. 19, 2011
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