Is anyone else suffering from an eating disorder ? I feel like its one problem after another lately. I suffered from this for years before I got pregnant in 06 with my son. After that, I couldn't diet because I would start obsessing over what I eat ALL over again. For the past month, I haven't paid any attention to what I was eating & actually lost 10lbs. My SO brought to my attention that I wasn't eating much at all. He said he went acouple days without seeing me eat & he thought it was bc of all the cold meds I'm on. Now that I'm aware of that.... I'm back to my old ways. I know its not good for me. I know I need help, but I can't get help right now. I have too much going on to stop everything to go get help just for my eating disorder. I am talking to my therapist about it though. He's a little help. I've ate maybe 1,000 calories today (to show my SO that I'm eating) and I've been wanting to purge SO bad its crazy. I've tried in the past & just can't throw up. I'd rather not eat. I feel so gross & so fat... I want to cry. All I do is think about food all day, every day, but once I eat it .... I feel so gross. I'm like disgusted with myself. I was SO proud of myself for not eating that much & what happened ? My SO made me feel guilty about it & watched me eat.... Ugh! I want to go for a walk or something, but I can't bc its raining, its cold and its late. I gotta do something. Any ideas how to help me without professional help since that's not possible right now ? My SO bought me those smartmeals today & is insisting that I eat at least two a day, which will only be like a little over 600 calories a day... IDK.
Asked by Anonymous at 9:40 PM on Apr. 22, 2011 in Diet & Fitness
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