Tonight i took my daughter to Childrens Mercy because of the signs of seizures that she was having. I waited in the room for 2 hours just for a doctor to basically tell me they were going to do nothing about it.
All my life i have always got the shit end of the stick..i had a really f***ed up childhood... and it made me extremely depressed. I literally had noone but myself. And after meeting my husband and having my daughter...my baby girl is my whole entire world. I would not be able to live without her. She is everything to me. And i know something is wrong with her.... and i hate that ppl are so fucking greedy that they would rather convince you to come to them just for your money then to actually help you.
Monday she is going to see another doctor who will monitor her brain... i just want to know whats happening. Because each time she has an "episode" I feel like im going to lose her any second.
It scares me so much.
I wish the doctors didnt look at me like i was crazy, stupid, or overreacting. I know my baby. And she is not being herself...something is not normal.
I feel helpless. It seems like no matter what, i always end up gettin the shitty end of the stick. After having her, all i wanted to do was take her home and enjoy having my new baby girl...but back to the hospital, where they treated her for a bad skin infection. I know it could be much much worse...im sure there are moms who have had it soo much worse. But that doesnt mean i can't vent about how i feel about what im going thru.
I love my baby girl so much....I hope we can figure out what is wrong with her.
Since the hospital, i just been in a daze. Like i feel completely helpless. My own research was more helpful then this doctor. They didn't even try to find out what was wrong with her. Just wasted time. I just been in this complete daze. I dont even know where to begin about how i feel. So many things are going thru my head...maybe i just need some sleep.
I hope we can find out what is going on soon.
Asked by Anonymous at 1:38 AM on Apr. 23, 2011 in Babies (0-12 months)
Answer by girlglow6 at 1:42 AM on Apr. 23, 2011
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Answer by RobotLady at 2:07 AM on Apr. 23, 2011
Dont give up, your daughter needs you. Keep going from Doctor to doctor until you find one that knows what is wrong. Hopefully the doc on Monday will give you better info.
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