When I was 14 I lost my virginity to this guy(19) and he decided that was all he needed from me. My friend was dateing his brother(22). She was 16. We thought we were cool,I guess because they were older. Anyways My friends boyfriend and I ended up sleeping together. I was stupid and thought he loved me but he didn't break up with my friend and I never told her. She ended up geting pregnant and even then he and I would still have sex. We would have sex by train tracks, in the woods, in hotels, a friends of his when they weren't home. And all this time I thought he loved me and she didn't know. I think she began to suspect something but never said anything because she and I grew apart. Eventually he and I stopped everything. She knows everything now and I haven't talked to her in years. He however was murdered and I hadn't talked to him for a long time before that. I feel horrible about what happened everytime I think about it. I have a reoccuring nightmare in which I am always trying to get her to forgive me. I had it last night.
I don't know how to get over the guilt. She and I had been good friends. Not great friends because we had other issues but I considered her my closest friend even if she didn't.
Oh and this "relationship" went on from 14 until 16. I was so young and stupid.
Asked by Anonymous at 8:37 AM on Apr. 28, 2011 in Relationships
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