When I was 10yrs old my grandmother (mom's mom) died. Her husband (step-grandfather) was an alcoholic. He was beating her to death. She died two days after he was beating her and she fell on a stone oven with her head.
She died on august 14th 1994. He never got judged for it. He said she was drunk and fell. She became an alcoholic to "heal" the pain from his beating. She always had bruises on her whole body. I saw them with my own eyes.
But she still was a great grandmother. She did everything she could for me and my brother.
She is gone since 14years and i just cant get over it. Sometimes i only hear her name and i start crying. I -STILL- miss her so much. There is barely a day when i dont think about her. Will this ever go away? I love to think about her. But this sadness is what bothers me. She was only 47years old when she passed away. I dont know why i cant get over it. Any advice on how to live with it?! :(
Answer by momofasweetie at 7:38 PM on Dec. 3, 2008
Answer by cameron536 at 7:49 PM on Dec. 3, 2008
Answer by cameron536 at 11:05 AM on Dec. 4, 2008