i love my son's father. he's a dick, a jackass, deadbeat... everything you can think of, he is. was abusive, on drugs, etc... he was in rehab- completed it and was doing pretty good. he did take anger management as well as a few other classes. currently back in jail (for not paying CS to DS).
i just dont know how to stop loving him, wanting him. i think of the future; 5 years from now-- and for some reason, i still want him. i still want him to be in our future-- to be the male figure in the family... even though i know- without a DOUBT that he'll be in the same position that he's in now! he'll have done nothing with his life (DS is 5- he's done nothing during that time.. his oldest kid is 6-- again, nothing in that time frame)...
i know what he did to me- and i've forgiven him. i feel that thats partially to blame. once the anger and frustration (and blame) is gone, i fall head over heals for him. its like i accept everything he did in the past.... and i'm opening myself up for the chance for it to happen again...?
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